An Experiment Called Life

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mail and blog both r now close friends of me, probably cause they never complain even i over use them. and we never try to understand each other so no problem of conflicts. :-) like everybody i love to receive mails. I know i wont get mails just because i expect them to come.but still my fingers keep pressing F5 just to see any new ones. :-)

The year 2005, Lots of things happening around. ugly, bad and Good (somebody was complaining of the order, so changed it :-) ). Able to go on what I wanted to do. Hmm, the changes... 1. I changed to a different house 2. Bought a Digital Camera. 3. Bought a Bajaj CT 100 4. House construction in the village(its half completed, on the way). 5. Surprised my mother with a gift. 6. Bought a Cardless Headphone (includes FM) 6. Became more alone (people prefer to stay away from me :-) ) 7. Started thinking of marriage. 8. Changed to reliance (I never thought of it before). 9. Both sudharshan and Thirumal are mobile now. 10.Started Blogging.. 11.Got my teeth cavities filled 12.Had more than enough fights with people (tired of fights now...) 13.Got cheated by a big person again People.. mm, I should thank suresh, He has been with me when i was in need.There are few other people who helped me lot. No new acquintance. Trips: Mysore trip with collegues, Ooty trip with PG friends, Rameswaram trip(fo

Once again you’ve passed Another eventful year. So short was the last; Tomorrow is almost here. It’s time in your life to turn a new page, And explore new worlds and ideas; But let’s not forget the time that you’ve spent, For giving of your love to be with us. A stolen message

I wanted to make peace with the world, but then later i found it out that i got to make peace with myself first which will result in enternal peace to the mind and body. Often its easy to say, and tough to practice. When i say tough to practice essentially it need not be. Walking is good for health, many of us getup early in the morning and go for a walk. its amazingly simple and we dont find problem with doing it. Same time, there is a set of us, who hate to get up early, we are preoccupied with late night activities. I was wondering why is that everybody getting upset with me... And some way the reason is myself. it was just because I am not able to to handle the things properly. The blame game might work at the external world but i can give the same excuse to my conscience. Irony of these simple basics of life, is that its not that easy some times. ex: "To be simple is really tough" A simple rule of "Give a smile and you will get it back" will work. How simple i

It has been exactly an year since the Tsunami attack on asia. the pathetic stories of the deceased and the survived relatives.. The continuous suffering for the people (latest being death of 40 in a releaf camp in chennai, during a flood relief distribution camp). I read an article in EENADU, it says that around 27 scientists across the globe, did some R & D and found out the exact source location of the Tsunami. I feel what ever are the scientific advances the humanity makes is nothing infront of the nature and fate. We can make earth to go bit off from the sun in its orbit. Life is the artcraft of the GOD. He can choose the way he want. What we could do is to understand the nature and the GOD, the supreme power. And be humble and play our life properly. May the souls of the Tsunami victims rest in peace.

Hmm, out of all the restlessness I am going through now a days, Its time i should make peace with the world. I thought of Khalil Gibran, I read some article long ago, in a Alacrity Foundation(chennai)'s magazine (probably for some organizational special occation). I liked some of his quotes my favourite poem was Children: Children And a woman who held a babe against her bosom said, "Speak to us of Children." And he said: Your children are not your children. They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself. They come through you but not from you, And though they are with you, yet they belong not to you. You may give them your love but not your thoughts. For they have their own thoughts. You may house their bodies but not their souls, For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams. You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you. For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday. You a

Happiness, rather than working hard, is the key to success, according to research published yesterday. Cheerful people are more likely to try new things and challenge themselves, which reinforces positive emotion and leads to success in work, good relationships and strong health, say psychologists. The findings suggest that happiness is not a "feel-good" luxury, but is essential to people's well-being. What is more, happiness can also extend across an entire nation, with people in "happy" nations being more likely to help others. The link between happiness and success was investigated by a team from the University of California Riverside, led by Professor Sonja Lyubomirsky. First, they analyzed questionnaires that ask people about multiple aspects of their lives. "For example, they show that happy people tend to earn higher incomes," said Lyubomirsky. Having established the link, they wanted to discover the cause. "Almost always it has been assume

I have been thinking of visiting a doctor, since my teeth problem. The teeth have developed cavities and the gum is getting weak. really it is troubling me especially i eat something like chicken or something else, where i need to eat more before swallowing. food particles are getting accumulated in the gaps between gum and teeth etc.. and hurting me. yesterday I was not able to sleep for atleast 2 hours after my dinner just because of this pain. The doc at St.John was kind enough to listen to me, and he did some temporary filling. he cleaned teeth first, and then used something to drill and did something. what i could see now after coming to office is that there is something on my teeth, a friend told me this is called white cement. Well, this clearly shows i got to take care of my health more. Any negligence will affect me badly. The weekend was nice for some extent, was boring some times. Sudharshan visit here made my saturday full. sunday Radio City was my company. listened to &quo

I do not know but my interest towards a happy family grows more.I have been tough with some of the people around me whom i thought are having more deviations. Ofcourse it will get me some negative impression with me. Life looks amazing to me, with its all problems, issues, fights, affection etc. And interestingly i am becoming more private :-(. So blog is becoming my best friend with which i could talk and share my thoughts. Just thinking of "The monk who sold his Ferrari". The author says, the common thing with the people who sleep most their life time is that they do not have any work. The Life is that we do when we are awake, sleep does help get us some sweet dreams and make us ready for the next day work. Hold and wait works well in most of the occation (one that is mentioned in kamasutra too).

Today i had nice time with sudharshan. Actually i got up early at 6.30 AM (last time i was sleeping when sudharshan landed in BTM, he got wait for around 40 minutes at bus stop). We had lot of discussion on our house construction in the village. We are expected it to get finished as soon as possible (in less than 2 months). He brought me snaps of the house site. The only task that i have in mind in my personal life right now is the house construction and making my parents have a relaxed life while having sufficient earnings without much strain. Hope i will be able to make this wish come true as soon as possible. I was thinking of posting some of my wishes since childhood, here are some of them.. 1. I always wanted to fight corruption, at all levels, Do something which provides a comfortable life to the common man. 2. Say No to Dowry, I have observed many of the gals having bad life, because of this social evil. 3. Love Marriage - That was one wish which will not be happening. :-( 4. Ha

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I bought recharge batteries yesterday so now i can listen to FM through my cardless headphones. a great lexury listening to nice songs.. with excellent sound clarity.

some times i wonder whatz wrong with me? why nobody is happy with harinath? is there something i could do? or that i am just an odd guy who can not fit with this world?

Yes day night i prepared cabbage curry well. i liked it. I am enjoying simple things. like cleaning the house, preparing food etc, reading the "The Monk who sold his Ferrari" and "Men are from mars,women are from venus". I have another pending book "Wings of Fire" by Kalam. Today's morning was too nice, got up early and went for a walk. I enjoyed the walk in the greenary park infront of the house. took bath early and got ready and was in office by 9.20 AM. very interesting isnt it. Other change is that i bought a hair oil and applied. It was a suggestion from the saloon boy to get rid of the dandruff, daily shampoo is not helping me to get rid of dandruff. Expecting the day to be pleasant and hope it has got many surprises for me.

last couple of days, i have been facing things which i am not expecting. both professionally and personally. And this is the challenging time for me. Got to prove myself and learn tech stuff and other stuff. I must concentrate on my goals. I want to be a security expert. Have to search for a good professor to guide my PhD on the same topic. first thing i have to do is the required ground work, which could lead me into some serious player of the domain. learn/refresh the basics. Do the sample implementations. Get grip over the domain to provide innovative solutions to the world. The need for software security will be on the top list, as the world is going towards more automation and more technical. The other way, the problems to this automation are too growing parallelly. So I got to be conscious and work effectively. There might people, who may want to trouble, but then its the tree which yields well bears the brunt. I need to be more serious about the career path.

A defeat never means a failure. You may loose war, but still may win the battle. A defeat never means a failure, it just means that you got to put more effort to win.

ife shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage. Instead of loving your enemies, treat your friends a little better. The best things carried to excess are wrong. To generalize is to be an idiot.

things are not happening as expected. day seems to be bad.

i didnt like yesterday night movie, garam masala. probably i was wrong person too see. i prefer to see "mysore malligai" instead of this kind of movies. had an escape when a scooterwalla appeared infront of my vehicle crossing the road where i didnt expect. well, nothing can seeze a person from existence when it is not expected. today is AIDS day, nice to see a CIPLA advt, saying now a $15000 budget per year is a dollar per day for AIDS patients. indian companies are making it possible.